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What We Knew Is Not What We Know Now (2012)

​Original Story

February 27, 2016
*Originally written July, 2012*

The last piece written, chronologically speaking.  Still one more to wrap up everything.  Regardless, this piece was probably the most desperate one throughout.  


I don't know if I would say I was "depressed" per say, but if I wasn't, I was damn close.  Let me clarify too; I never was at the point where people had to worry about me or worry that I was going to do something irreversible.  I simply was lethargic, sad, and not myself.  Don't let your minds get too far out of bounds here.  This piece sums that up, essentially.  A piece about wanting help, but not knowing how to go get it.  But also, it's about the stubbornness that comes with being a loner attempting to get help and confide in others.

It's also an outlook on others from my perspective.  We as a society are so selfish that we very rarely offer to go out of our comfort zones to help others.  Sure, there are some good stories here and there, but a majority of what I've seen is easy dismissal because it's not convenient for some people.  We are all guilty of it.

Questioning is the big theme here.

And finally, we hit the line that created this collection.

Without further adieu:  

What We Knew Is Not What We Know Now

Arms left empty,
A heart with a void,
It’s all cliche, wouldn’t you agree?
How such sad eyes
Stare at sadder pupils
And whisper,
“Their pain is not like mine,
Because it is not mine.”
Where did the idea of unity flow to?
The tears that big, that swollen;
They floated to another distant shore.

Exhausted feet and stiff backs,
Pride too strong to break,
It’s all cliche, wouldn’t you agree?
How solemn words
Bounce off hollow chests and ears
And echo,
“Their pain is not like mine,
Because it is not mine.”
Where did the belief in strength in numbers march to?
Egos so conceited, that selfish;
They strolled through another vacant forest.

We wonder why we are alone
When we need people the most.
We wonder why the breeze is cooler
When no one is around to guard us.

No sounds (like footsteps through sand)
No trace of solidarity (like cracked cement walls)
No protection (like a pure blue sky)

​...And it’s like we never existed.

-end-
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18. These February Nights

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          • LATE SURGE PUSHES WINGS PAST PENGUINS
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          • PENGUINS BLANK DEFENDING CHAMPS
          • PENGUINS SWEEP HOMESTAND
          • PENS RUN WILD OVER MINNESOTA
          • SHOOTOUT IN WINNIPEG FAVORS PENGUINS
          • CROSBY, PENS CRUISE TO SEVEN STRAIGHT
          • RANGERS END MULTIPLE STREAKS IN 5-0 DRUBBING OF PENGUINS
          • PENS CLOSE OUT ROAD TRIP WITH TOUGH FOUGHT WIN
          • UNUSUAL FINISH GIVES PENGUINS THE REDEMPTION WIN
          • BENNETT, FLEURY LEAD PENS OVER CANADIENS
          • OKPOSO, ISLANDERS WIN SHOOTOUT OVER PENGUINS
          • ISLANDERS SWEEP HOME AND HOME SERIES
          • FLOWER PICKS UP FIFTH SHUTOUT WIN VERSUS RIVAL DEVILS
          • ORPIK, NISKANEN HAUNT PENGUINS IN RETURN
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          • CROSBY'S OT WINNER PUSHES PENGUINS PAST HABS
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      • Something Real and Good
      • Nightcrawler
      • The Lonliest Planet
      • The Skeleton Twins
      • Girl Most Likely
      • Bad Turn Worse
      • Starry Eyes
      • Mean Creek
      • White Bird in a Blizzard
      • Come Back To Me
      • The Don Cherry Story
      • Breathe In
      • Bridgend
      • Silent House
      • Not Waving, But Drowning
      • The Sacrament
      • After The Dark
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        • Classic CD- The Saddest Landscape "All is Apologized For. All is Forgiven"
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      • On That Wintry Night
      • The Slumbering Tongue
      • Room 147
      • Illusion of Night
      • "I Never Thought I'd Catch A Writer With No Words"
      • Delay
      • The Ballad of Brendan Wayne and Mikela Austen
      • Roam
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      • ...And It's like We Never Existed >
        • 1. Introduction
        • 2. Rest Easy My Pounding Heart, Pt. 1
        • 3. Rest Easy My Pounding Heart, Pt. 2
        • 4. Waiting For Answers
        • 5. Midnight Murmurs and Pinky Promises
        • 6. Rest Easy My Pounding Heart, Pt. 3
        • 7. To Madison (Kirsti)
        • 8. Quiver
        • 9. Rest Easy My Pounding Heart, Pt. 4
        • 10. Running in Circles from the Squares
        • 11. Foundations
        • 12. Carlisle Nights
        • 13. Rest Easy My Pounding Heart, Pt. 5
        • 14. The Storm in Between Separate Sets of Sheets
        • 15. Ruminating on Repeat
        • 16. Starlit Skies Filled with Solemn Sighs
        • 17. What We Knew Is Not What We Know Now
        • 18. These February Nights
        • 19. Conclusion
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